In the middle of every day life, I sometimes forget to thank God for how blessed I am to have these two beautiful children. I can still remember the days in our marriage where it was just two of us and how badly I ached wanting to have children. I would cry each time we heard of a yet another new pregnancy within our group of friends and family, though I would try to hide it from Nick. Looking back I am sure I did a miserable job. While I felt ready to have children, my husband needed more time. Oh, I would pout but then there were other times that I would just pray. God assured me that it would happen but I needed to patient. It wasn't about what was the right time for everyone else.
I know now that His timing was perfect, He knows what we need and when...all the time. As I stare into the precious faces of our children, I sometimes have to catch my breath as I am overwhelmed by Gd's gift.
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